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Original address: freedom is in my mind there is no obstacle to authors: journalist of CCTV 1 I listen to Zhou Yunpeng singing is the first time three years ago, in a bar, no seats, we all sat on cardboard. Ahead my boyfriend talking to two girls, holding a cell phone photos, in this environment, I was of little importance. He sang of the children "not do Karamay children, burning pain-skin mother worried. Don't be Sha Lanzhen children, he could not sleep beneath the dark water. ���� Don't be a child of Chinese people, MOM and dad are cowardly person. In support of their heart, dead above ground leader goes first. "This song is too relentless, like a knife tied one, I was somewhat disquieted, after listening to stand up and walk. Starting from 1994 kalamayi fire, much in the heart of a man over and over again, bubble for many years, he wrote this song, fire, water, bubble up. Stuck when he wrote the last sentence, "a great calamity is at hand" changed to "dead above ground", get it off your chest. 2 he was 9 years old and complete blindness, a reporter asked whether this mentally destroyed you? he replied, no, then I have not the spirit. Disasters come too early, it's catching a null. Kids feel like that is hard, like a mind wipe with sand paper "as a kid sister always takes me to the toilet, just squat, sister out there called" finished? "and I said," not all. "A few minutes and my sister also known as" finished? "and I said," not yet! "guilt shame in the heart, as if he was a thief. Then, when they want to go to the toilet will go to the toilet, and a person to, want to when you have finished when, and how! "look at Chinese people who now sing folk songs, singing Green Mountains, but the 70 's of the people, who has a childlike past? Luo singing childhood is realistic, Zhou Yunpeng tribute can only be imagined:" not so gentle childhood, not without water, we there is a little cottage. "There's nothing beautiful, there's nothing poetic, is such a time, that's the thing. People on marginal fields are greedily pictured a little damp smell out long. He has a blind school student, my mother is a teacher, reading every day more than 100 pages book for children, heard Zhou Yunpeng, he said, "I told you to listen to." Week said "anger me My mother doesn't know how many words, I will develop a strategy, did you not watch much, I could see fine, back, a 300 Tang poems, and 1000 times. Guwen guanzhi, classical Chinese, to hell with, pick up on the back. He said, Oh this ancient literature can also "this humorous and sad. He has been compared with the strong "just like a normal human life", wanted to go to good schools, but no, a college entrance exam cram schools, 20 points from his home, are walking. Parents don't have time, his father riding a big plate of tricycles, coal-carrying platform hand truck, parked outside, he is particularly sorry sth This car, it is better to go back yet. To go back. At the age of 88, vanity is strongest when, after class in the corridors is a student, he wouldn't hit people, think of the crowd at the same age girl, there is a humble, he said that the special twist on the mood, "into the corridor was like stepping into hell, everyone into the classroom, such as always, the last one. "Home recording into Braille classroom every day, sometimes you want to copy a few days, he was so good geography," then on the climatic zones, calculating solar elevation angle, to look at the map, to understand particular trouble, I would like to use all the wisdom to understand. "His adolescence this madness, it is almost a spiritual high fever, not also support would not have survived. I was able to find the little book of literary taste, less blind instrument he could find, the libraries are all of the selected works of Mao Zedong, there are also massage books, literature was minimal, the dream of all expurgated Edition, involving love to you be deleted. He said, "I hated the delete book people." He admitted to Chinese Department of Changchun Institute of special education at the University. Discover guitar boys boys than writing poetry attract more girls, they began to study piano, at the end of the piano teaching people, teaching hours Kam, they helped him to study for two hours. Had also wanted to listen to novels, but feel that get people to read such a book they would be lost, read masterpieces of the world, people read hard, he himself had to sleep with could not, "so the resurrection, and the red and black, and the nausea was finished in half asleep half awake. "After learning he was assigned to a salad plant," I'd like to work, the factory does not let me go to work. I am particularly irritability, all day long about in the room. A day like this is decades away from death, how do Ah? I would like to work, but it is not allowed. Economic interests are also on the other hand. I cannot participate in the real life, there is no honor, don't have been approved by the sense of accomplishment. "He laughed at those days was" dog ", wants to come to Beijing to try, see if he can survive, no, writing poetry, will play, so the car went to xizhimen on Metro, singing earned 20 bucks, feel alive, they stay. Singing the word looked very harsh, but he does not evade this word, he says it has a life, "the blind have their ancestors. Homer, the high fades away from these blind artist likes to walk around, singing in the streets. Perhaps because the blind will be separated from social lines, became very busy pretty stupid person. Useless will not be driven, the impact of pipeline, to change, sing and record times, passed for a lifetime. "31,998 years I just to Beijing of when, met of male youth, often are is three sentence words," I bleach in Beijing, I is engage art of, I total has a wanted to died of impulse "some also has fourth sentence words" you school in where? or I to you canteen found you's "Hou view Zhou Yunpeng wrote, he at that time live in Palace, there are is does not with 46 of art youth, most this routine, by this several sentence words pick up hot chicks and rub meal,, meal some to has, sat people opposite, you on was let he" eat a Bowl's "" does not eat does not eat "" eat a Bowl's "" does not eat "" don't kind, eat two Bowl's "" that line "he didn't that small dark temperament, had to daily brine cook noodles, nothing all day read Bible under, and read Tuo SI properly Dostoevsky, and read Shestov and Christian theology of book, keeps asked themselves many ultimate problem. Laugh at yourself when "Unwieldy, "he says, at that stage, ideas are still not implemented in life. His friend wrote, "he is drunk, an ass sitting in front of cold cement floor, life refused to came into the room, bang the ground blind the rod, and over again and shouting: ' or shaking hands, or despair sth Or shake hands or sth despair ', he said, "I used to be a person has been through much bitterness. Since my childhood education is that you are a disabled person, you have to constantly strive, broken in body but firm in spirit. This awareness has been after me to Beijing desalination, stop when a tragic hero. "He said: why do people despair? are you out of the individual, beyond the specific life you will easy to despair. He now likes old six "move it"-------"people should live in your life, one thing to do, do not keep thinking some big problems, big problems is made up of small problems, minor problems, big problems naturally solved, keep thinking to no avail. 4 we met at the beginning, I said who I was, he said I know you. I am a flicker, he said that in 97 I in Changsha, listen to your radio shows hosted, he also complement prove "matches, firewood, quiet quiet." I are does not too believe, how will in there case Shang? he says year in Changsha singing, I strange, then Hunan bar also far does not make good, good like are is nightclub, a large head and big ears--sign of a prosperous man of moderator says plastic Mandarin, has Miss night jump sexual dance of, singing of people are a Xiangtan words, came to first says meat Duan, later know he does is in so of local sing, describes to he, moderator says: "this is from Beijing of gold beetle band of lead singer Zhou Yunpeng!" he earned some money, everywhere go, go a go again back Beijing live while, Shanghai Suzhou Hangzhou Nanjing Changsha free grid in of desert alashan of Gobi, nagqu Prairie and Lhasa. Diancanglu, hike to Kunming. Tent at night, not to buy, is to find a tailor's shop, looking for a little plastic sheet joints. Blowing wind down at night. Was only four cool bun, a bottle of small er Guo TOU, rain, and hunger, in-place bottom berth. Tents do not serve the purpose, to paste on your face is wet. Cold and hot thirst, which are special, in his words, know their own small, don't ask what the ultimate meaning, and no other. Life itself is "bad bad". Some said that it was not a stray test his will, he said: "This tests make sense for you? you can handle on fire to see who a long time, this is a test of willpower, but this is an act of self-flagellation, in order to show the human will to do this kind of thing I think is a vanity, vanity is not personal, is the result of a collective sense of vanity thing, some people think that all eyes are watching him, even when alone, he is also to some kind of look at life. "He likes to walk, but which is which, and what not to conquer, less strong aim not to go. On that day there was a girl at the scene said, "my friend tell one, we hope you never signed up companies, always on the road singing. "Zhou Yunpeng laughed," that is a hope or a curse? everyone wants their own lives better. Only unhealthy people want their suffering. As said in the great dictator, who is a robot. My friend wanted me to think you can sell a lot of records, checking large companies, big house by the sea, in the news of the Chinese kids, we do not discriminate against the mainstream media. "When they looked at me and laughing. People ask, how can also relieve the world?, he said, as citizens of a selfish, to defend their rights would have been nice. We are past education and Jackie made defacing did not dare to speak for themselves in the world, it's empty. He said that the concept of human is an illusion, "because you can't make it to all the places, you cannot accept all of the people, in fact, what you call humanity is your close relatives and friends, everything is an illusion, but eventually to return to the individual, must eventually return to personal. "5 day chat forum is poetry and song, I said as a child, contact the first poem was" a red flowers, red red, Liu Hulan sister is a hero, Chairman Mao inscription of golden light, great die a glorious "side rubber band skipping while singing. He is also not too much less, puberty, misty's age, I copied Wang Guozhen XI Murong, he could see the North Island Tagore, body trace is not easy to get out of that kind of translation, in his book, as well as could be seen, for instance, he writes of the mountain Ghost: God is sitting in the empty heaven, the poet in a lonely world sth Overlooking the passing of time you walk and vicissitudes, carrying his own tombstone traveled everywhere. "vicissitudes," "bird's eye view", a word we all like to have, in his words, there is a "very serious". To break this is not easy, so many years are the antithesis to parallelism to rhyme, "brought down the other side with a dozen ranking sentences." Zhou Yunpeng times often mean school and I went to attend the lecture. Topics are basically in my hometown, the last sentence is often suddenly raise the level of a sound: "isn't it?!" a sagouxue that is Beijing kitchen. He is a teacher I'm fine, the redeployment. Have students write articles: "Li, though you have left our sth," he said, will not show love. Between men and women, too, he said, "that introduce you to" object ", which is an official language the word, ' object ' is a philosophical term to intervene in a personal relationship between men and women, the Word allow you to have no desire at all. What is "life style issues", your "personal problem did solve today?" he felt that Mandarin is an artificial language, but the hard life and involvement of the private life of persons. After his voice-enabled computers, people have privacy, dignity, and more freedom to read, for example, you can privately view the Jin Ping Mei, feverishly Knight. He said, "read like love, personal, secret. "Then he walked around, like local opera, sang opera blind, is the Northern Song dynasty, Southern Song dynasty of ancient poems. There are Suzhou Pingtan, small bridges and white snake, using simple words, people's feelings. In life as far as possible with an intuitive language slowly, not massive, not ranking, as far as possible at home. He likes the new language of the Web, sorrowful reminder, force, power, says more color, power folk language in the futurePoets would have better soil, you may write better and better. At the Forum site and he placed a "wild child" song, is to write high-Volt hot: broken his heart is strong like a stone, that is, it is as good as his love is like a stone flower even if it's dark, that is, it is the flower you say, how easy words, flowers and stones, it was being pioneers poet to laugh at the word, but the poetic. 6 week Yun Peng wrote a paragraph, "in my dreams, by reason of the childhood memories, see trees are green, blue, my health run, without fear. But I dreamed of her, was a shadow, because I've never seen her before. In my dream and day are all blind. "This hurts is the pinch in the human heart. He had a crush Sabina in Milan Kundera's novel, the pursuit of absolute freedom, "understood only later, after people once living becomes a part of life, unable to completely free. Life must be involved in, and then understand what freedom is all about in our mind, a lot of happiness comes from not free, if you fall in love with someone, it's not free. All focus on the damage free "two people together, no money, nor good temper, all Romance is grinding away. Fast break, he in Ningxia, hear the corridor ran out phone rings at midnight, I felt was her calling, still parted. He said, love the pain, will make you fall to the ground, spirit returning to the body. Cui Jian sing?----love theory was false, only the part of the pain is real. Love people understand what is the most helpless, you can't expect nor fight fate as knock the boiled eggs, no hurry not slowly, layers of people knock off and tender vulnerability to appear. Original poems and songs than his life, which subsequently understand song heshi life revealed "so much experience so many stories, and finally into a song, but their purpose is not to turn into a song, they can't," he wrote that does not speak of love: tired of embroidery embroidery of cattle and the sheep down the other side we burn ourselves and physical health of the House is on fire to untie your Red girth sprinkled a grey snow all over the world in the eyes of all the water in your swing open sth Days quickly reached the fruits and cooked our harvesting each other from the deep as the sea of hatred for the last time you went to your future and I went to my future sth Looking forward to more beautiful people look forward to our soul accessory looks forward to a better man comes back back back back back back and looking forward to my soul accessory, come back again. Pain is not wealth, pain is pain that "you should know that these experiences to a song, you're not angry is not available, you are not willing to write. You might think, don't write that song, preferring to experience a little better. "Only when man has no way out, not out of the music coming. 7 later, his economic pressure is not as big as before, mentally comfortable, sense of humor in music recovery, less heavy and joke with Li Bai in the song. He said that the live Xiangshan digestion and a lot of things of the past lives in the dark. He loves to climb, secretly to botanical gardens, a path and turn to turn to, can find lots of celebrities. Liu Tianhua, and Liu bannong 's, and Mei Lanfang, and Ma lianliang, Liang Qi-chao, "they are quietly staying there, look I do not see in the world. "He wrote in the spring of blame, say" just write this poem when I feel many lush flower in the spring, it was a reproach. Do you like your life is very depressed, life is dull, it is a kind of blame on you. "He wrote:" behind my house is a cluster of trees and wild hillsides, on the slopes there is a cemetery, next to the cemetery placed a dozen beehives. It is fine when bees buzzing into the Sun, has a hypnotic effect. A man riding on a couple hours, slowly progressive freezing and only feels himself a part of Golden amber with insects. There is a cat and dog, and whenever I improve their livelihood, they are not. Lamb cooked in the Pan, I felt my opened the lid, pan left a cat head right beside a dog's head, and itching. ���� The calm of a skilled, he says in the Holy Quran Word: destiny as the sea, free boat. Impossible to land sail your ship, people have to respect a boundary, but the ship can still be very free in fate. He could not see, but there was a smell of the songs on the favor, he wrote: "songs eventually grow into a camphor trees du Fu is the kind of leaves deposited Ouyang Xiu is bitter fragrance of autumn, he said: boy to MO, nutation and sleep. But the insects chirp heard walls, such as support to sigh, "he later wrote of the cattle and sheep mountain, including the does not speak of love lyrics, a lot comes from inspiration on the smell. "Cattle and sheep mountain, evening of cooking, plants fragrant, Hill air show good, fire firewood and the smell of cow manure, old m-cylinder. Smell is closer to the nature of art, artistic impulses and depth to the original. "He said in Tibet like cow Bell voice. "Bow and looked up, around is the sound of cow bells, unpredictable and Qing dynasty. I prefer the water, Ocean, water. I have been to turn the Yarlung zangbo River, where water is said to be heroic. I listened, as unpleasant surprise, very deep and very durable. I feel by hearing world "come out of this world is his hearing, hears, touches, stepped on, people only see things exist, but he could feel the existence of things to see if he wrote the--------" why I sing: a wood, called the cauda equina, rather than a horse, a cauda equina? someone in the wood of yearning and regret. ZAO poem cloud: looking out the window, just sorry plum falls reminds his life full of Nanshan. "A lot of people have eyes, but they have not seen and wouldn't listen, feel, and no longer flickers like a stone. 8 CCTV recording program when the audience and said to him, "I am very unfortunate blind, and very lucky enough to return to the light, so I guess all blind to feel when displayed. "Zhou Yunpeng said, if you were blind does not have to do, then when you see may not be able to do, I do not think the lives of the blind is a source of artistic inspiration. He said that blindness is a presence to him, walking down the street, was tripped by stones fall, the stones will remindYou once, what have you, feeling penetration life, unable to go beyond. He said, "I admit that it's there, admits no way beyond, maybe that's the attitude I take it. "Some say then how do you maintain a balance, he said, I respect my tilt even fall, balance is high quality. He is often asked, "you can't see the very painful?" he said, "you can also. "They say, you are really strong. He said, you have to let everyone say, who is suffering, suffering the most popular is the most common and most usual thing, even more popular than TV. A lot of people say: "see you only think to see the world is such a joy," he said, happiness is not a click. 9 old law hurts ?-��3��??e??��? ??����?��?e??��? ��?����?��?e??��? ?a3��?e??��?, to give her albums were recorded, says about the Pand twin and the stream with the sky made adapter for small, we all accidentally-----baganzidabuzhe of a few people how mixing a and finally small has really didn't go, says doesn't see this music, they had a few people around an empty chair Zhang Ying, Yong-Hao Luo themselves feel "canot bear to think of the past", but Zhou Yunpeng says this smiling, said that Koso song very well, very well the sense of the word. But she went to Super, so controversial. "If she were an underground band, such as" happy Street ", no one would think she was how would such a tune, zuoxiaozuzhou is run, no one said that" he had no sense of camp, there is no tension not deliberately created the climax, nor does it deliberately anti-climax, he is honest. Forum scene with a young boy, stood up and said to him, many years soon to Karamay, let him sing a song of the Chinese kids. He said that this is not to sing this song. Song is not to say, come and sing you a song to sing, the antiphonal disrespect. The boy said, "then your organization Memorial Concert bar," he says he's not going to do about it, he tried the sentence, "no commemoration, people will remember your time", I asked him, a lot of people expect of you is the strong hope you show more anger. He said, I think anger is something incidental, accidental, and normal life should be calm, moderate. If always angry, people live would have died a few years earlier, I said, but the underground singer was impressed, it should be like the Javelin and daggers. He said that if there is a goal can be to do it by yourself and daggers in Javelin, but don't ask people to do the Javelin and daggers. He wrote of the Chinese kids are also suffering from the water and fire, and from human instinct and feeling set out to write. Sichuan after the earthquake, many schools collapsed, many of my friends asked him, saying, the old weeks, the Chinese kids did this song specifically for children in Sichuan province continue to write an?, he said, I am not a Guo Moruo, brilliant thought not so agile, first of all, I appreciate is the aesthetics of music, but not too much occasion. 08 a bunch of people to go to Beijing South railway station take the light rail to Tianjin, the result can't buy tickets during the Olympic Games, it's exasperating. To go with his friend said: Lo week, wrote a song called label them!, he said, "I was afraid of being so" typed ". In fact, I like the mood a bit more complicated, as PinkFloyd,TomWaits. The need mentality more relaxed, don't enter the polarization State "I said, a lot of people expect you to critique the reality. He said, "once the music becomes a proletarian revolution, is a good, good, or what is, then to another negative, I think the musicians know, shouldn't we all hold for you, your protest you are amazing, you mind then a Halo you protesting all my life, I think that is a very silly things, as well as a particularly dangerous things. "So he says first-ever poetry is poetry, not tools, are not used to enlightenment and revolution. 10 many people facing persons with disabilities are likely to have a sense of heaviness. As if not heavy enough to respect, when asked his problems are so looking up at the scene of "weekly teacher, I ask a question, do you have any stray affair?" feelings, words are like this. Dinner-just understand tension also has this in an atmosphere of solemn, slightly after a while you'll find he slackness drink the wine, but pick a sentence, you can repair old law directly on the words, so we are enchanted. It dies his bad laugh. On site the other day, someone asked me, saying how you will mix with hooligans of the old law and Feng Tang. I said, where is the girl like weak foolish cowardice meat good students of the brain, but sorry bad. Zhou Yunpeng also said that, as a blind person is not easy. People will feel that, as a vulnerable group, don't you dare bad Ah, do not face too. When transferred to his high school girls in love, two were dating, because see, was discovered, he was a good student, school believe that how can you be so typical of self-destruction broken in body but firm in spirit, he said, "I'd rather relax like a mud in your own happiness, rather than become statues standing erect on the square. "He said all vulnerable groups have this problem. "I basically slightly worse than they point, but it is not bad enough, many years but I always want to get rid of morally constrained, why should I not how? first of all, I can break this constraint, then I can voluntary compliance. Or a special twist, not freedom. "He saw I was interviewing Eckart Loewe show, saying that it is a poetic person, you see that sentence he says that" free is mind without barriers "11 Zhou Yun Peng youth know a 22 year old little girl, she is a congenital blindness. Hardly talked to anyone. Just said to sing well. We sat around one place, and want to listen to her sing, a higher age level of the girls stayed with her. The girls said, "ton ton, sing us a song. "Everyone was quiet. She said: "one, two, three, sing!" Silent children, so many times that her voice suddenly rang. She was singing "Black Sea Sand Hill, stand tall pyramidal poplar". Zhou Yunpeng said, her mouth to sing, this song is flashy and vulgar precipitation processed completely, leaving only sorrow from civil and desolate. "A soul so small, so close to sad to understand, how it in fact carrying the weight burden." His fame when bulldozer has a red volunteer program, all album sales revenues will be used as start-up capital, buy MP3, musical instruments, so that blind children have a chance to come into contact with music and books. HeAgo to performances, said: "there was a little boy asked me whether I had a sense of, I said no. But he gives me. He said: I think you have it, I said that I don't really have. He said: you saved the foreclosure! this pretentious, I tried to play down this kind of thing ". He said in particular, do not like "sense of the word", "too many things that were delayed by too much sense of the people". He said "I'm a damaged part, not on the social line of precision, it's a toy, one day into the hands of a poor boy. In our culture, the most famous blind people should be pulling the ER Quan Ying Yue Abing, Zhou Yunpeng ever Wuxi, wants to write a biography Abing, he got a question is "Abing music is almost a household name, but how did he live? and how to love a woman? the most professional historians know very little about. "He came to, what information is still not found, he said, if Abing day spirit, he would want to" why don't you go while I live? "he said it only gave him the inspiration is, to understand, to love people who live around you. Zhou Yunpeng address books and music: Zhou Yunpeng Taobao shop